Sorry. My computer is being stupid and it kept posting the same thing over and over. So I would appreciate if you could send me some support or advice. I lost my TW horse and it happened on September 26th, 2010. Every-time I walk out in the pasture I cry because I was there the entire time it happened. He (Jose) died due to a cannon bone fracture and a wound along with that. I saw him falling to the ground, buckling like a rag doll. I can't go two days without my heart aching, does it get easier?
I just lost my gerbil Chihiro early this evening ... Yeah, she's a hell lot smaller than a horse, but it hurts like a madman all the same. I've cried my eyes dry, but it still happened and the pain isn't gone. I don't expect it ever to leave; She was a little girl with personality.
I had lost another pet last year, and she was my best friend. Tessa was my first dog I ever had (-points to my avatar-) and I know for a fact that I could never love another dog like I loved her. She was such a gentle sweetheart, and she was such a cuddle bug. I didn't know she was dying when I begged my parents to let me go to Seattle with my best friend, and when I got back it hit me heavier then a ton of bricks. My dad had tried to keep her alive, and I didn't know, and I felt so terrible. But what made me feel even more awful, is even after not seeing her sitting at the window waiting for me to get out , even after walking in and seeing her laying on the ground in her own piss and vomit, I still didn't want her to be put down. I wanted to give her a chance to get better because I knew she would have lived. I knew it'd be okay, but I was so wrong and cruel to even think that, and even though my dad didn't want to put her down he did, and I resented him for that.
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People say time heals all wounds, and it doesn't. You just have to embrace it and learn to live without your special animal, because no matter what, they can't come back. Even though I am a spiritual person, I know they never come back.l They wont be reincarnated, you wont wake up one morning and see them outside your window and realize that they somehow magically came back to life. The truth hurts so freaking much, but the faster you learn to deal and the faster you realize that this is reality, the burden does get lighter, but it never leaves you and you never get over it. You just learn to accept that they are gone, and it's in your best interest not to forget them and not to move on, but simply recognize they had a painfully short life compared to yours, and that's how life works.
You receive the gift, you love that gift, but nothing last forever, and you learn to deal without that crutch. And even know it's sad and it really eats you up and burns like a bullet, you have to keep going.
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I'm really, really sorry for your loss. I know how you feel, and it isn't great. But you have to learn how to keep living, or you just can't have animals anymore. It's the only downfall; They always leave you with a broken heart.:/
Again, I'm really sorry.
Yes it will get better. But that doesn't mean that you won't still miss him.
I lost my long time friend Chip to heaves. I was with him the night before, knowing either he had to go on his own or I had to ask someone to put him down. A decsion I didn't want to make. For what if he would get better? When I woke up the next morning, I knew he was gone.
I bawled like a baby. Had so many good times on that horse. He taught me almost everything I know about riding. And it's hard to look out into the pastures and see no little palimono out there.
But it does get easier. Believe me. You won't forget him, you'll always love him. You'll cry for him every now and then, but it does get easier.
Sorry for your loss.
